January 6th, 2002
I have been having a number of interesting dreams as of late, but I haven’t been keeping very good track so some things are unclear. By far the most interesting was the one in which I met up with KA [daughter of a family friend who went to my school in England and was two or three years younger than I]. She was older and hotter and we ended up having sex, or at least we started going at it, me on top her on the bottom, but I decided it wasn’t the best time or the best place cuz I had a dim notion that the McN kids were in the room, at the age they were at in Germany. Kinda weird person to have that kind of dream about, makes me feel a ped but it is only a dream and anyway she was older than when I knew her. It was one of the few sex dreams I’ve had that wasn’t weird or awful. Anyway we ended up having to wander around looking for food, because, predictably enough, we were in an apocalyptic city ruin. There was a food/supply pile next to a little river in one part of town that was where we were going to get food – I don’t know how the food got so concentrated in that area. Then a gang came along, and we kinda backed off. The premise of most of this dream was us wandering around trying to find a place to get it on, with the obligatory apocalypse and zombies. It’s a recurring characteristic – almost as if Dawn of the Dead forever affected the way my subconscious mind works. Scary. I suspect KA was brought to mind by the fact that I saw her on a Christmas card and me remembering where all my old GB games went now that I have the GBA. I would have much preferred it if something like this came out of randomness instead. [I had given all my Gameboy games to KA several years prior, when I thought I was growing out of them.] Continue reading